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I pretend to be strong
Stop fucking fat shaming me. I’m so god damn tired of it. I know I’m not the ideal size or weight. I fucking get it okay?!? I don’t need a constant reminder and sure as shit don’t need you telling me every fucking minute of every day. “You know you’d be a lot happier if you lost weight” “you’d be pretty if you just dropped 60 lbs” “I mean your pretty in the face for a big girl” “why are you eating? You need to not eat” maybe I need to go back to not eating, and cutting everyday. I’m so fucking fed up.
Holy shit I would be so happy. I would go there and fangirl so hard. That should be a thing. And imagine if on the tvs they have around the restaurant they showed a performances from different corps from different years and they played the sound over the speakers. That would be the best. Someone make this a thing.
There’s a bar in Wisconsin like that
There’s also a bar in Minnesota called “Patricks on 3rd” in St. Peter and my drum major of The Govenaires, owns the bar. It is filled with drum corps memorabilia and has it’s own “Drum corps channel” in the bar that plays shows 24/7, and it’s also home of the Drum Corps Pizza menu that goes around on tumblr all the time :)
Awe :) thanks nicktoocooltoland you should see our guard this year!!! You need to come march soooooooonnnn!Govies!! k-liz-luvs-velociraptors
Love to all the DCI and DCA guards out there who don’t get as much attention as the Phantomettes or the Crownguard but still are just as beautiful, talented and committed
Girl if I had summers free id be there!
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