I wonder if anyone would even notice

If I just disappeared.


I will never be fucking important to anyone

And the sooner I realize that the sooner I can stop being disappointed when it doesn’t happen. Fuck it. Maybe I really shouldn’t be here.


I give up

Everything’s my fault. I get it. Please just heap everything on me. Would you like to take my razor to my wrist yourself? Go ahead. Because I’m done fighting. I give up.


I can’t fucking do this

I tried to stay out of my head and I get pulled right back in. Too much fucking stress I can’t fucking do this. Why did I give up my blades? I Need to get more. I can’t fucking say no anymore.


I’m so fucking sick of crying


whoredinarygirl:

i’m about to blow my paycheck 

carbon-unmade da puppy!

whoredinarygirl:

i’m about to blow my paycheck

carbon-unmade da puppy!

(via tylersharpies-world)


I just can’t fucking do this.

Someone just kill my now. Please.


Is it even worth trying anymore?


Had a dream about killing myself last night.

And I really can’t say it was a bad dream.



worldofdie:

z | via Tumblr on We Heart It.

worldofdie:

z | via Tumblr on We Heart It.

(via silence-is--golden)




Had to eat today for the first time since Wednesday

I fucking hate myself for it. I wanted to get rid of it so bad, but had no opportunity. Ugh now I need to fucking cut.


Q
I love you kaitlyn, take care of yourself please.
Anonymous
A

What if I don’t know how anymore, anon? And who be you?