I love you kaitlyn, take care of yourself please.

What if I don’t know how anymore, anon? And who be you?

5 pounds this week!

Finally! Not eating and working my ass off at the gym is paying off! Now if I can get through this rehearsal weekend, without passing out I’ll be golden. No ones noticed so far, I think I’m getting pretty good at this.

Hunger pangs on high tonight.

Worked out extra hard, and my body is telling me I’m hungry. Just going to ignore it. Maybe if I drunk a lot of water the pangs will go away.

40 new ones yesterday,

We’ll see how many are added today.

The best thing about not eating again…

It’s so easy to hide, and no one knows the difference.

I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy

because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless

and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.

Robin Williams (via seyttan)

(via vivid-melodies)

Are you fucking kidding Me?

After everything I’ve done? Fuck this.

Please just fucking shoot me in the head.

It would hurt less than this.

Back down to one meal a day.

Yes! Maybe I can get back to getting away with not eating anything.

I love being ignored.

Especially when you said you’d be there no matter what…you lied.